Measuring the Love

It's hard for me to leave my family by their own.
I know I am already in the second semester and I should not have any homesicks disease anymore. Eventually, I DO!
I know I'm such a crybaby. I just love my family, maybe too much. But it's not a big deal aite? ;)
I just hate it when I have to leave them without me being with them the whole time.

I wonder what will Ayah do when I'm not around to help him with his daily routines like making drinks for him, and serving dinner too?

I wonder what will Mama do without me helping her to do any of her requests like mopping the floor and hanging the clean laundry?

I wonder will Atek help Mama and Ayah without them having to raise their voice to her as in, without her showing her anger and lazyness?

I wonder, and I will keep on wondering.